I had grown up...

I had grown up in a Christian home but never really accepted it.  When my parents divorced when I was a kid, I struggled a lot.  I blamed everything on God and completely turned my back.  I got into many things I shouldn't have.  So one night when I was in bed, staring at the ceiling, I came to the conclusion that I needed out and there was only one way to do that.  I got on my knees beside my bed and prayed and asked for forgiveness.  I wasn't feeling any different afterwards but then I started shaking dramatically.  I wasn't cold and I didn't have a fever.  I then reached out to a small blanket on my floor. When it hit my back I stopped shaking and began crying.

I will never forget that night.

Tori
Niagara Falls, ON